Seeing Sideways
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Taste
For 23 years I have not tried a Jelly Donut. I've always like the glazed ones, so I stuck to them. I don't like trying something new if that's all i'm having for dinner or something because then I wouldn't have anything else to eat. Yes I like food. So this past Sunday morning (yes the day before this assignment was due - way too much going on with school..part of college) I tried a Jelly donut. At first I was hesitant because I thought it would taste like strawberries for some reason (another type of food I don't like), so I stuck my tongue out at it to get a little taste of it. To much surprise, I didn't turn it away the second time. I ate the donut, not really paying attention to my other senses because I was concentrating on the taste aspect. Lets just say.. if I was offered a jelly donut to eat and it was the only thing available, i'd eat it.
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Fear Assignment
In what ways do you notice fear in my life?
Well, as far as creatively, I've always had this "fear" if you will that my work isn't good enough compared to everyone else's. MAS students are living in a competitive field where, if your work isn't good enough, you're not getting the job. As sad as this sounds, that's how the entire world works as well. Employers aren't willing to work with people anymore to make them better, they want someone who knows how to do everything already so they can make the company more money. That's why I'm thankful for professors who are willing to sit down with you one on one and teach you, instruct you and guide you and in the way that you should be doing things.
What does fear keep you from experiencing?
Fear or something that you are not comfortable with, can keep a person from doing a lot of things. For me with the fear of that my work isn't good enough, it keeps me from reaching out and grabbing side jobs for extra cash or keeps me from using every part of me to create something innovative, new or just creative in general. I'm not coming down on myself by any means because I still have lots that I can still learn from this field, I just need to be able to "step out" and do something and learn from it.
What is the use of fear in my life?
Lately, I've been doing things that I wouldn't do on an everyday basis. With the fear of my work isn't good enough, comes in my skill level isn't as high as someone else whose been in all of the same classes that i've been taking. I've taken that and applied it to my capstone project. I'm doing something that iv'e never done before - build a robot. I have great interest in it and want to do something new and exciting.
How does fear affect my life, especially in terms of creativity?
Going back to the first question, it's all about the competitive field that MAS students are in. We are competing for all the same job openings. We are all showing our work to the same employers and whether or not our work is good enough, we still may not get that job that we want or need.
My hypothesis..
Students will understand my point and make something on their own.
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What I presented:
In class I explained how we are all in the same line of work for careers, and we are all fighting for that one spot that one job. I went on to talk about how, to me, I feel like my work isn't as good as others or as good as it should be for company standards. I brought in play-doh and gave a container to everyone in the class. I explained to them that whatever you make, is good enough in your eyes and what you think is great.
I was pleased of how everyone took the play-doh and started creating things from their imaginations and thoughts and made things. Looking around the room as the other students were creating their contraptions, some had smiles on their faces, enjoying what they were doing. Others had a straight face or puzzled look while trying to figure out what to make or how to finish their creation.
Change or no change???
I would not change anything about my project, simply because I got the result that I was looking for. Even though I didn't know what everyone was going to do with the play-doh, no one went out of the box and did something strange with it. The students enjoyed what they were doing.
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The one fear project that stood out to me the most or the project that I could connect with the most would be the the one done by Jasmine. Jasmine's project consisted of letting out or "ranting" about anything that was bothering you, whether it be about another student, faculty member, or anything in general about life.
I was able to connect with it strongly because I felt like what I had to say, could change how higher education was taught or how it engages students. My "rant" if you will, was that college needs to still be taught so that students can get a degree or certificate in the area of study that they wish, but all colleges seem to be stuck in a mold across the world. My proposal is that colleges will allow students or just anyone sit in, in a class that they would like to learn more about. For example, if a business man works for a large firm, but needs to brush up on his skills in a certain field, he would be able to sit in in a class that is being taught at his local college. Students or non-students would pay per class block. So overall, while students can still get degrees with a program of study that will guide them along the way, others can sit in in a class and just learn because they want to learn something different that day.
Jasmine's project correlates with my project well. My Project was how I felt that my work wasn't good enough to make it to the industry or up to par with the other students. In a way, I was able to rant about that and tell it to other students along with my professor, but it helps me creatively in a different way. It allows me not to take my work and compare it side to side with other students work, but to how it compares to my past work that i've created. As long as i'm progressing in my own way, I don't care what others think.
Well, as far as creatively, I've always had this "fear" if you will that my work isn't good enough compared to everyone else's. MAS students are living in a competitive field where, if your work isn't good enough, you're not getting the job. As sad as this sounds, that's how the entire world works as well. Employers aren't willing to work with people anymore to make them better, they want someone who knows how to do everything already so they can make the company more money. That's why I'm thankful for professors who are willing to sit down with you one on one and teach you, instruct you and guide you and in the way that you should be doing things.
What does fear keep you from experiencing?
Fear or something that you are not comfortable with, can keep a person from doing a lot of things. For me with the fear of that my work isn't good enough, it keeps me from reaching out and grabbing side jobs for extra cash or keeps me from using every part of me to create something innovative, new or just creative in general. I'm not coming down on myself by any means because I still have lots that I can still learn from this field, I just need to be able to "step out" and do something and learn from it.
What is the use of fear in my life?
Lately, I've been doing things that I wouldn't do on an everyday basis. With the fear of my work isn't good enough, comes in my skill level isn't as high as someone else whose been in all of the same classes that i've been taking. I've taken that and applied it to my capstone project. I'm doing something that iv'e never done before - build a robot. I have great interest in it and want to do something new and exciting.
How does fear affect my life, especially in terms of creativity?
Going back to the first question, it's all about the competitive field that MAS students are in. We are competing for all the same job openings. We are all showing our work to the same employers and whether or not our work is good enough, we still may not get that job that we want or need.
My hypothesis..
Students will understand my point and make something on their own.
- - - - - - - - PART 2 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - PART 2 - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - PART 2 - - - - - - -
What I presented:
In class I explained how we are all in the same line of work for careers, and we are all fighting for that one spot that one job. I went on to talk about how, to me, I feel like my work isn't as good as others or as good as it should be for company standards. I brought in play-doh and gave a container to everyone in the class. I explained to them that whatever you make, is good enough in your eyes and what you think is great.
I was pleased of how everyone took the play-doh and started creating things from their imaginations and thoughts and made things. Looking around the room as the other students were creating their contraptions, some had smiles on their faces, enjoying what they were doing. Others had a straight face or puzzled look while trying to figure out what to make or how to finish their creation.
Change or no change???
I would not change anything about my project, simply because I got the result that I was looking for. Even though I didn't know what everyone was going to do with the play-doh, no one went out of the box and did something strange with it. The students enjoyed what they were doing.
- - - - - - - - PART 3 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - PART 3 - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - PART 3 - - - - - - -
The one fear project that stood out to me the most or the project that I could connect with the most would be the the one done by Jasmine. Jasmine's project consisted of letting out or "ranting" about anything that was bothering you, whether it be about another student, faculty member, or anything in general about life.
I was able to connect with it strongly because I felt like what I had to say, could change how higher education was taught or how it engages students. My "rant" if you will, was that college needs to still be taught so that students can get a degree or certificate in the area of study that they wish, but all colleges seem to be stuck in a mold across the world. My proposal is that colleges will allow students or just anyone sit in, in a class that they would like to learn more about. For example, if a business man works for a large firm, but needs to brush up on his skills in a certain field, he would be able to sit in in a class that is being taught at his local college. Students or non-students would pay per class block. So overall, while students can still get degrees with a program of study that will guide them along the way, others can sit in in a class and just learn because they want to learn something different that day.
Jasmine's project correlates with my project well. My Project was how I felt that my work wasn't good enough to make it to the industry or up to par with the other students. In a way, I was able to rant about that and tell it to other students along with my professor, but it helps me creatively in a different way. It allows me not to take my work and compare it side to side with other students work, but to how it compares to my past work that i've created. As long as i'm progressing in my own way, I don't care what others think.
Monday, March 31, 2014
Class Take Away 10
Today's class was very interesting. It's amazing what everyone's fear was or how they view fear. The one that stood out to me was Abbie because it related to my last project that we did. It was nice to see how someone else did that. As everyone went and presented their projects, we never came up with a legit meaning or definition of fear, simply because there isn't one. Its different or way person and how they grew up in their own lives. Another project that stood out was the one of the pencil drawing with the crayon around it. It was nice to see someone mix the different mediums and they worked very well together.
Sunday, March 30, 2014
What is Fear & Why do have fear?
Fear. Defined as an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat – Google definition. To me, there are two different kinds of fear. The first being the fear that everyone experiences on a daily basis, being startled or frightened by something or someone. Something that catches you off guard and scares you. Another example of fear could be heights. A lot of people have the fear of heights, the dark, dogs, the list goes on and on. For time sake I will only list 10 – found from list verse.com
- Loosing your freedom, the unknown, pain, disappointment, misery, loneliness, ridicule, rejection, death and failure.
Other type of fear is having the fear for God. Fearing God means having such a reverence for Him that it has a great impact on the way we live our lives. The fear of God is respecting Him, obeying Him, submitting to His discipline, and worshipping Him in awe.
But why do we have fear? Are we born with it or is it a choice based on what we like and what we don’t like? We are not born with “presets” of what we like and what we don’t like. We grow to like things and dislike things based on our life experiences or until something tragic happens and based on that event, we associate something negative or a fear with that, therefore we don’t like that certain thing or something or have a fear for it.
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